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Journal - 23/10/01
Oooooo... Pretty. Staring at shiny things is about what my mind has been reduced to at this point. It's not that my teachers send home a work overload (well... Maybe it is), it's just that I can't organize my time to handle it. I'm sure if I actually buckled down to work right after getting home each day I'd have plenty of time for what I want to do. But I caaaaaaannnnn't...!
My mind, is a piece of Jell-O.
Please god no, not another midterm! I hate them, and I have at least one each week for too long to think about with a non-creamed mind. Then the assignments, every teacher seems to have assignments stacked up for years ahead to give to their classes. Stupid bastards.
Except for the English teacher, he made us each carry a teddy bear around for the entire two-hour class including break today to help illustrate obsession for our composition class. Last class we started a Thursday morning off with arm-wrestling, I won! I love his class, the bright shiny orange in a bowl of dirty hoarse-chestnuts.
Math 100, Physics 104, Chemistry 122, Biology 104, English 110. Each a follow-up to it's prerequisite grade twelve level class. What hell that was, what ninth-level-of-Taiitsukun's-bowels-hell this is! Too much work, to much crap I don't understand or will never need in my life. Honestly, who's going to grow up and play with little physics carts and springs all day? Hm?
I hate math, but I hate physics more. Don't get me wrong, the teachers are nice, it's the actual subjects I dislike so intently. Chemistry and biology are tolerable. The classes actually teach me something on a good day. English is true enjoyment. Breaks are... Well, when you have to stay somewhere for three hours two days a week followed by three-hour labs what can you say? Especially when they don't allow you to return to home and your bed until at least twelve hours after you left home that morning? Let's not even mention the half-hour drive each way.
My friends are the ones who keep me from losing it at school. At home as well, actually. A huge thanks to all of you, because without you there would certainly be the blood of others on my hands after one too many classes on significant figures.
'Neways, gotta try and finish my Chem assignment for tomorrow (ha!) and get meself into bed.
Ja!
Heather